Taking Stock
Notes From the Past Year
Welcome 2026….. I don’t really know what this year holds for me. 2025, was transformational, I learned myself. How to recognize my triggers, how to self regulate. Learned how much I abandoned my body and still learning how to heal years of trauma and neglect with patience and care. Learned to push myself past mental limitations. I broke down in tears but I learned how to wipe them off and pat myself on the back and keep pushing. I did it on my own, no calls to friends, no therapist, no one to vent to because of this My connection to God got undeniably unbreakable. My faith was tested in so many ways from my purpose, becoming a mother, a day trader, relationship dynamics, and my identity. Although I haven’t seen the desired outcome in those areas just yet, I understood that my mind was the major breakthrough I needed this past year. My perspective on these things are what needed to change, my expectations, my actions towards them. This created so many trails and tribulations, but you know what. I got through them. The trials are just proof you have the power to conquer them. If you're reading this I want you to know you too have the power to conquer yours. I realized that everything is only molding me to become more intentional, more aware, more calculated. More unbreakable. Because I am an alchemist. I turned all the negative to power, power that is helping me channel the energy to create my desired life while holding grace for myself. I spent my whole life looking for a place to call home, I built so many relationships and places and it they were all shaken up & taken away. This created a yearning for something, I kept looking outward for. But it all came together. Everything I was looking outside for was everything I ever needed was inside me. And for the first time, I trust myself enough to hold whatever comes, and 2026 is the beginning
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